Weddings, breastfeeding a toddler and clothes.

Yes, the above three are the main three things that are on my mind at this very minute, reasons as follows.

a) Weddings: a relative of mine is getting married very soon. I have no idea what to wear (see also c)

b) Breastfeeding a toddler: yes, I'm coming clean, HRH is 20 months old and still breastfed. It's gone past night weaning now, and we're into the "natural weaning" stage, which will invariably mean that she'll be stuck on me like a limpet until she's six. However, I'm ok with it (for now) and so is BF, which means that if anyone else isn't, it's just tough luck!

c) Clothes: as in severe lack of. I am not just working from a capsule wardrobe, more of a mini-tab. I should very much like to buy myself some new items, but considering that it looks as if I'm going to struggle to find a wedding outfit for April from Primarni, and might have to splash out a bit more, can I afford it? And will there be money for a Fifi left over?

This then, brings me to-

d) Disappointed: in myself for being preoccupied with such shallow and vacuous thoughts when I should be striving to provide my daughter with an example of acceptance, mindfulness and compassion.

But I really want some new clothes...